Day 12 almost marks the halfway point. And here I am spending another depressing weekend at home, but it's a little bit better because my cousin Zachary is here from Brooklyn. I was happy to see him sleeping on the couch with my cat tonight watching old films with my dad.
October has historically been a magical month for me, and I want to make sure that it continues to be so. That being said, I definitely have to make an effort to get out and enjoy it in full. I am mostly recovered from the break at this point besides the gaping hole in my life, and I think I really need to be proactive about changing that now.
I am going to take on Online Nutrition just to get that out of the way, and while I continue my chemistry course, I am going to seriously inquire at a few schools about applying for my masters in Quantitative Methods. This week I will make a goal to contact a few of my Temple Professors to just start words. What happened with nursing? I'm not done with it yet; rather, I want to provide ample opportunities to move out as quickly as possible. I realized recently, through starting with this chemistry course again, that while I love the idea of being a counselor or social worker, my life would be incomplete without math taking precedence again. I want to learn from my mistake of being a loser who sits at home eating year round and despising my penny-pincher job to make sure I can guarantee myself a future and be on the forefront of it.
It is cool that I have time to think about these things now that Brook is gone, sucking the life out of me. I'm still in the beginning stages of living of course, but I really am ready for change. That isn't vacation planning when I simply cannot vacation plan since life isn't planned out. The hard part is imagining him moving on, but I will be selfless in that way if he is.
So true ideas for future majors: biostatistics, nursing, physics, engineering, mathematics, quantitative methods, bioengineering, mechanical engineering, law
Ideas for future enjoyment: Philosophy club, pick up music lessons, pick up fitness class closer to home, vegan cooking
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